January 2010
"Be mature enough to stand by what you feel."
flyingpaperboat:
-Carmela Yumul ( mscarmela )
so basically.
I was going to post this to like one of those secret things but you know I don’t want to say it anonymously.
so basically, yes I was really really upset like x20 and I went for a walk and I was just so frustrated and annoyed and I just wanted to like break something or hit something or anything like that, mainly hitting myself is what I had the urge to do, then I was walking beside this...
sendmelies asked: I hope you find out soon enough just how beautiful you are. Take care.
People are starting to ask what's wrong. And I...
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Anonymous asked: even in your sadness you are beautiful.
Old thing I wrote about school. This place I go what seems like everyday. This jail. This hell. That’s the best way to describe it, no that’s the only way to describe it. 200 days of the year, I’m here at this place. There’s a strict order for everything. I have to be in certain places at certain times. The ringing telling me, no more time to be free you have to be in...
reblog, of my own.
I don’t know how anyone is happy in this life. It’s the most horrible thing that has ever existed, and fuck the people who say live everyday to fullest, those are people are just afraid of comitment, the world would be in complete chaos if everyone did you have to live, but don’t be an idiot. you may think there’s nothing worse than wasting your time, but not knowing you have the time is quite...
some people say life is about the contrast between the good and bad, I doubt it, it’s mostly about all the boring stuff inbetween. Sure a lot of good happens and a lot of bad happens but really most of the time it’s waiting for something to happen be it good or bad most people would never admit to waiting for the bad but really people are just bored and they want whichever comes...
There once a girl, a girl who wanted nothing more to be happy all she ever did was be nice to people for she knew she was inferior, and she felt that if she judged no one and was kind to all, she just might become not so inferior and that maybe her prince may come to sweep her off her feet, yet she doesn’t believe that herself, she believes that if someone was to think she wasn’t as so...
I feel like I’ll spend my life searching, is that what we’re supposed to do. I don’t know. You don’t know. You think you know. I don’t think you know. I’m afraid. I’m really afraid of who I’m supposed to be. I don’t want to be so many things, but it’s my choice isn’t it? I really don’t know if it is. and if it is, I...
A picture can say a thousand words. but does anyone ever tell the truth? People feel like they have to smile in pictures, where did that come from? A lot of pictures are tell the truth, I’m sure. I’m just not usually involved in those. I smile all the time to be fair. at random people passing, at friends, at anyone who needs a smile. I don’t think I ever smile for myself though....
Come on, I can’t wait to start It’s never going to end cause babe all I want is you your perfect smile your sweet innocence all my lies what did I do it can never end I can never tell you you love me oh and I love you you think I am innocent you think I’m sweet but all I am is on my way to breaking your heart.
How can you say things like that to me, things that make me feel like I`m not worthless, and then go and say the opposite of that, do you think I don`t remember you saying those things? I`d really appreciate if you didn`t lie to me to make me feel better, cause it just ends up making me feel worse.
Anonymous asked: It is very true, and maybe kind of sweet.
Anonymous asked: I am sure it looks better on you than it does on her, you're much prettier.
Anonymous asked: You are gorgeous.
misterpeace asked: If you have a thought in your head or a feeling in your heart, you have all you need to create something. If you try to create something and it doesn't feel right, try something else because you are human and you have too much beauty and good stuff inside you not to share it. People will notice. The key is not to hate your own creativity and not to hate what comes out when you open up......
I wish I could write, or sing, or act, or play...
Anonymous asked: Haha okay well things should work out, you'll be happy soon I bet in no time. And you will meet someone who'll think your spectacular even if you don't think you are. Just give things time, and disperse your focus. Trust me it'll make the "hard" times go by faster! I'm gonna go to bed but yeaah I'm glad I could give you advice not too sure if I was helpful...
Anonymous asked: You can't have that attitude, I don't really know you, but I mean yeeaah theres being sad and stuff but thats only temporary. Maybe you'll feel better later. I kind of have the same problem. I've been really melancholy lately because of it. But I talked to my friends and they just basically gave me the same advice
"i think like, for kids our age its fun to...
"i think like, for kids our age its fun to...
Anonymous asked: You should just focus on yourself, I understand wanting to keep someone around. But not to the point where it makes you sad. Do something to take your mind off it watch something funny/read a book/ or even do homework. Young people shouldn't worry too much about relationship stuff, have fun.
Anonymous asked: How are are you?
I want to crawl up into a ball and cry, but if I do that I`ll just regret stopping to talk to you, but you`re making me feel shitty and I can`t tell you about that, because then you`re going to leave and say I`m hard to talk to, it`s not fairr, I want to talk to you.
I`m pathetic. I`m hard to talk to. My brother...
Only two of those haven`t been said directly to me.
I wish I was more likeable
I've been having feelings of sadness every so...
so today I go upstairs after being upset, and my mum’s all annoyed and tells me how hard it is for anyone to get along with me, like I didn’t already know that mothers. thanks.
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I honestly think I'll never feel good enough.
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